this thing has come to a standstill,
things between us won't though.
i promise.

just felt like coming here.
i miss 2 hope 2002.
seriously.
nostalgia crashing down badly.

the days when everyone were still here: flor, kiat, yan, huis, chengs, xw, kerrie, bri, amanda


and the days when our clique dominated the whole class. when we went for recess, and annoyed the whole queue of people by cutting in front of them and ordering 12 bowls of mee or wadeva. when amanda phoon got so drunk she fell onto the sandpit and refused to get up. when we all stayed over and sent erika off. when we made hell lotsa noise in class and got frequent lectures from cindy ng. when something happened to one of us, and we'll all sit together and talk. when we get bored and start raping one another. when we take spastic photos and refuse to develop for the others cos we're too lazy. when we sat in one whole row and passed food down the row. when we went for stupid class outings at east coast park and all cram into the stinky toilet to bathe. when we created so much trouble in macs the woman threatened to complain to the school. when we had nothing to do, and started prank calling everybody in the world. the bits and pieces that everyone contributed, the joy and laughter we once had.

chill flosssyyy.
whenever you think of cheng teng,
switch to delicious bird's nest instead.
HAHAHA. yes, that will certainly get you in a better mood.
think. dream. wish. pray. hope.
of bird's nest. HAHA.
and for goodness sake, please stop drawing till 5 in the morn.
drug addicts ain't cool you know. haha.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
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arhhhhhhhhh
in a fucking badmood
the more i think of it
the more i pity myself
how the fuck did i get myself into this kind of shit
u haf no idea how much im suffering
im losing my freedom.

i need to talk to sumone fucking badly now.
but hell its 3 am in the morning and everyones asleep.

im loooking forward to shopping tml.
hopefully it will put me in a better mood.
my mum better be nice tml and buy me wad i want.
i badly need a new bag


ok sentosa yesterday was fun
a whole bunch of pple went
too lazy to name who
but we did quite alot of stuff
played soccer and volleyball and monkey.
yes i sucked at all three games
and i heard more "some"s than i did in my entire life

im RED. very RED.
my back hurts like hell and its so bloody itchy.
haha so my fishieballie yan yan was being very kind and helped me blow my back so it will hurt less.

yup now im off to being a nerd.
might be going down to changi village with meryl to accompany her at her cousin's place.
nicole is.. erm very different from us.
prob cos she's an american or smth.
but she's really pretty though.
and her fren has a, erm pleasant face.
hahaha
im so fucking pissed and sad now
and its cos of the both of u
i hate the both of u to the core
im ashamed to even be related to the 2 of u
esp *****. yes U. I FUCKING HATE U.
always giving me attitude.
only so brave at home.
dun even dare to speak in public.
always hiding in your little corner,
acting so meek and gentle
such a fucking loser.

yes notice how many fucks i used.
cos ***** is such a fucker.
may you rot in hell
tht wasnt funny at all, flor!
why arent you calling huis jerry and yan zaizai?
guess what?
i lost the sngs-nygh choir concert ticket!
great.
bahhh!


towned with huis yan and ah zhu(HAHA)
and we got cheated by yan into watching a super boring jim carrey movie.
this is the 2nd time she cheated me into watching horrible movies.
bought quite alot of stuff though.
so im a happy girl

we have this stupid mock chinese paper on mon.
and i havent touched anything at all
im so screwed



where are all of you when i need you now?

yan needs a strong dose of all her darlings now.
haha got bullied real bad by jess and bri during assembly today.
total outrage of modesty.
so my BOOBS got poked and hit MULTIPLE times.
its not like im not flat enough.
ill go sch and take revenge tml.

anyway. havent towned at all since last fri
keeping up to my status of a nerd with no life.

yes yes and im off to study now

+the nerd